Wednesday, April 19, 2006

Why should the fire die?

My sister and brother in law are going to Australia for a year in a few days....it's daunting.
This marks the beginning of a new era. Dan, God and the World....Amazing how much difference one phone call can make. The last few days i've been stuck in a lull...no the last 10-14 days. I've felt sleepy and like...real down...but when you world strikes you down you get back up and you fight. You fight til your knuckles go white from clenching them as fists. I want to defend the desires of my heart and plans that god has made for me from the disruption of sex drugs and drink.
I want to enter this world and...just do what i'm meant to...so i gotta try different things...otheriwse if i don't try how will i know what i'm sposed and not sposed to do?
This is it. This is the start. The start of the rest of my life. And maybe the beginning of an amazing journey...where will it go? I don't know...and to all intents and purposes...i don;t care. As long as I'm living something then i will hoipefully be able to discern whats right for me and what's not.

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