Stuborness. Not cool. I'm just watching neighbours and it's the whole stef story line with her cancer and not wanting treatment because she's pregnant. It maddens me to see the stubborness of this woman who won't listen to those around her. I can't understand women. They seem to have a bond with kids that men can only build through time.
I kinda half feel mad because this woman won't listen.
After a long absense from here due to having to finish coursework, it's good to be back.
I feel frustrated. I feel annoyed at something and i can't quite figure it out. It's like i can't understand life. We're not supposed to understand life though are we? But I also feel quite disconnected from the world. It's important that as christians we stay connected with each other and since i've had my head buried in my computer and books for the end of term essays etc. But i feel well drained.
There are things that i wish i could figure out. At the moment i just feel like i want to get to the end of this degree as soon as possible. I just want to get on with my life. I feel like i want to be at home. Not as is go back to the Isle of Wight for a long time but i wanna be in a house or in a place where i feel at home.
What is home? Where is home? Why don't i feel as if i'm there?
It's going to take me a few weeks to get over this whole debacle i think.
Lots of rest and sleep and connecting back in and i'm sure everything will be right as rain.
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