I'm desperatly searching. I'm searching for something to fill the void within. By searching I'm reverting to old ways - old mindsets that I thought and hoped I had left behind.
I don't have the self confidence i should as a christian. I'm searching for personal affirmation and I don't know where to find it. Underneath the cool calm exterior lies a cracked, fragile child longing for a companion.
God should be all of this. I should allow God to be all these things to me and until i do i don't think that i'll find what i'm looking for.
God let my affirmation come from you. Let who i am not be based on the friends i keep or the social circles i move in, but in the blood of the risen king, my christ.
God be my purpose.
i hate this. it happens alot to me. maybe its the attack that i get. god protect me and guard and affirm me with your loving hand
Thursday, April 13, 2006
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