Friday, August 18, 2006

I'm not on my own computer. I'm on my housemates laptop. On the system bar or whatever you call it on a mac it says next to the battery display icon - 99%.
In the last few minutes in which I've been sitting here it's stayed at 99%.
When do we ever get to 100%?
When will we evver feel as though we aren't burnt out?

I'm off to Soul Survivor to play and seek God. You know what? I have no idea what I want to get from this week. It's like the mindset of a christian is to constantly want an impartation from God. Like all the time we want to hear some life changing word from God be it confirmation or revelation of some bigg thing.

But you know what?

I don;t want anymore impartation, Shall I tell you what I want? I want to get rid of some stuff for once. I want to iron out some creases instead of adding to the ruffles in the crisp white shirt of my life...ya know what I mean?
Since finishing I haven;t really had the chance to stop, look and listen to what;s going on around e and in a way that disturbs me.
I want to wind down. This year will be good for me I think. It;s gonna be a time where I can find out who I am again instead of chasing deadlines and being squashed by the pressure of a degree and wondering what is in store in the docu-soap that is life.

There once was a young man named Horace,
Who wished dearly his name was Boris.
How he loved to run
From the things he had done,
..............................................

I was never any good at finishing things. Let;s hope one day I can finish a task to the best of my ability and be happy and content with what I;ve done,
Now I;m speaking in riddles...I probably should have kept my drunken entry from last night...

Telling someone you read their blog whom you hardly know...what a f**king idiot.
HAHAHA

..........................To be continued

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