I'm back in a bit of a needy place.
It's like this.
Since August 2004 I've been single. Before I came to Guildford I was a player.
Instead of being a christian I went and got my affirmation from girls and sketchy situations instead of God.
And the last two years i've not learnt that God is the affirmation that is burning away inside me. It's like this...I'll cruise around myspace or faceparty or some other internet based profile thing...and just be like...trying to get compliments out of people.
I don;t know. Perhaps i should just be confident enough with the knowledge that christ sent his son to die on a cross so that i may have a path to the father.
But...i just feel...unloved.
I wish there was such a thing as a great romance.
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