Yes you guessed it. It's 2340 on wednesday night and I have decided that i have something incredibly profound to say. So i'm gonna say it...even though no-one reads this. At least this way i feel like i'm doing some journal writing.
I've been spending the last 10 minutes pacing around my house trying to prepare something of remote spiritual depth in my mind. But i can;t find anything.
I just can't get my head around prayer at the moment. I went to a bible college style meeting at church sunday night at the Electric Theatre in Guildford... and there was one concept about prayer that came up that stuck in my head a bit.
When we pray, sometimes...well in fact alot of the time we pray things that we think god wants to hear. When in fact when we pray with honesty then god is getting all of us. In a way - we are bearing our hearts on our sleeves to god.
When was the last time i didn't pull any punches in prayer?
I don't believe in just shouting at god...but like just praying with complete honesty.
God i pray that i can be all that you made me to be.
What are your coping mechanisms?
Do you think that id you changed your coping mechanisms to be more god focussed that life as it happens would be alot simpler?
Like one of the things i do is over analyse stuff...i try and find meaning in the smallest of things...like girls...when you send a text and you put an x at the end...to me it may well mean something...because in the traditional sense i spose its like a kiss...
I dunno
I'm waffling. I'm just gonna watch dodge ball and anchorman and get up with my quotes.
Bless y'all
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I read it!!
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