Monday, January 14, 2008

Give me Love

I've been listening to a lot of Coldplay as of late. Especially the album 'Rush of  Blood To The Head'. Kinda just basking in the expanse of those songs. 
Thinking and dreaming about songs. 
About the songs in me.

I've been contemplating God and his whereabouts.
I've been witnessing events unfold in dreams and desperately searching for what God is trying to say. 
I've walked along cliffs and doused my fears in mud letting speeding winds...speed me along.
I've heard some talks over the last 2 weeks regarding faith. And how important faith is.
Faith in what? 
The people you love? 
The book you love? 
It's words?
What is it so important to have faith in?
Faith is a twofold concept.
On one hand you have faith in God. That is the faith that people talk about the most. Religious faith. The Jewish faith. The Muslim faith.
Then I think that faith can be explained as your belief system. If you say something challenges your faith does it challenge the fact that you have faith, believe in God and what he says or does it question your belief system? The way your christianity, your life is built up.
Recently I made a decision. And in all honesty it has been really quite hard. But I have to have faith that it is God who has guided me to where I am and that it is he who indeed directs my steps.

And that is proving to be one hard exercise. 

I am elsewhere in my head. 
God, grant me rest.

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