Let me say

That going it alone is hard. And if I'm honest - no man should have to...well no man does have to does he?

What am I on about?

Well, as I was walking home I was trying to go through some musical ideas in my head and see how they would work for church. You see, I want to write songs for church..it's something that I feel in my blood.
So I was running a couple of little phrases and I was just thinking...what's the difference between a song...you know just a plain song...and something that a congregation/group of people can sing?

I guess as with any kind of creativity, it is a matter of practice...right? Like writing or drawing or whatever...it's a matter of getting into the flow and getting used to it.

I prayed for a way to record and develop ideas. And I have a laptop infront of me that I am sure God gave me. So now I pray for the integrity and creativity.

In all honesty...I'm tired...and long to get some things out of my spirit.


So I keep praying.

And I keep reading the letters in red..til the end of days.